It is hard to find things that are important to you, and even harder to hold onto them. Sometimes I feel inadequate as if I lack the ability to protect the important things in my life. I am unable to confide in myself the confidence to withstand the fear of loss. It is this feeling that in my weakest moment I become inferior to everyone else. I lose confidence in myself and in my ability to carry out the necessary actions. I hate this feeling and I often feel it when I am depressed......

My life is in turmoil right now. I feel lost like a wooden board drifting hopelessly across the ocean with no direction or destination.